I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth, you know.

When I was born, I cried when everybody else was happy. So the question that matters is this: When I die, will I be happy when everybody else is crying?

I sincerely doubt it.

Human beings as animals are born crying, live complaining, and die disappointed. We suck. Shall we never have done with that cliche, so stupid that it could only be human, about the sympathy of animals for man when he is unhappy? Animals love happiness almost as much as we do. A fit of crying disturbs them, they'll sometimes imitate sobbing, and for a moment they'll reflect our sadness. But they flee unhappiness as they flee fever, and I believe that in the long run they are capable of boycotting it.

Must we laugh at humanity in order to avoid crying for it?

If only I could understand the reason for my crying. If only I could stop this irrational fear of dreaming that I'm somehow dying. I'm not sure what wrong with me.

Rikichan, I'm sorry I missed you tonight. :(

Despair is the only genuine crying atheism...

Atheism is an interesting one. I consider myself to be an embittered atheist. Take that to be not so much someone who doesn't believe in god so much as personally disliking the god. Religions focus inwards and upon selfishness, eventually. An atheist is simply one whose faith and love are dispersed upon the various features of life which we can't see through a telescope, yet aren't plausibly explained by the idea of an omnipotent old geezer with a big white beard sitting down in a volcano where nobody can see him.

We'll have to go straight to... Ludicrous Speed!!!

What am I doing upon the morrow? I have no idea, although hopefully it will involve spending some amount of time cleaning up this pigsty. *sigh* I hate living in filth. Well... this isn't quite 'filth' but its getting dangerously close.

I watched X-men this evening - I want one of those bikes with a secret little "Go-Faster" button. Wolverine looked like he was having fun, although he wasn't wearing a helmet. Oh well I guess when you have a metal skeleton.