a monument to mediocrity, hand-hewn from fossilised pap.

Well, I'm sure something more constructive could be being done with my life right now than ranting about things into a blog, but once again I'm not sure what it is which is fucking bothering me THIS time.
I think I've studied too much psychology for it to be good for me. I'm reading way too much into people's body language lately. Anything can be interpreted badly if you analyse it enough for motive-based information.
*feh*
If I could go ahead and accept that I am indeed a heartless bitch, then socialising outside of my current sphere would instantly become a lot easier on many levels. I'm not sure if this is possible though; so its something to contemplate.

o~ I'm like the ice cube in your mouth /
/ melting away /
/ does anybody ever get what they want /
/ what do you mean when you talk about love? ~o

(Poorly rendered vendition of popular song)

smoke signals are good, warning of the danger inside the fire

Heavy and burdened; in need of a favor, but afraid to ask. Too responsible and too proud. A ritualistic dance whose meaning has long since been forgotten but lives on in the spirits of the people.

Given the above, things are looking up. The truly wise live and learn the same way: with a passion. Its diffiuclt to achieve much when most of your time is spent assesing the statement that guilt is a useless emotion unless you can inflict it on others. Likewise for envy, greed and passion.

A little red devil, sitting cross-legged and empty-handed.
It's not too long to wait when you're sitting on a cloud.
Impaled on the crystalline points of a snowflake.
A watering can choked with dirt.

A sharpened stick pointing up from the ground.
Just my luck that I trip and fall.
Or was I pushed?

A point of interest, perhaps enligtenment.
A clear bell, ringing like death. Slowly and aprehensively.
the sincerest form of apathy
A burden of relevance few seem to acknowledge.

Drowning in a sort of red honey.
Sweet like caramel,
I'm sorry.
I'll stop now.
I'm in one of my moods.