Dwelling upon imperfections and things which annoy...

I am a frayed survivor in a fallen world, and I am getting along. I am aging and eaten and have done my share of preying. I am not washed and beautiful, in control of a shining world in which everything fits, but instead am wondering awed about on a splintered wreck I've come to care for, whose gnawed trees breathe a delicate air, whose bloodied and scarred creatures are my dearest companions, and whose beauty bats and shines not in its imperfections but overwhelmingly in spite of them...

One of the annoying things about believing in free will and individual responsibility is the difficulty of finding somebody to blame your problems on. And when you do find somebody, it's remarkable how often their picture turns up on your driver's license.

Look, if you don't like my driving, then you can just get off the sidewalk, can't you?

Okay so lets all live vicariously through me, everyone! So what DID I do today? Well, I'll tell you...
(to the tune of Fiddler on the Roof - 'If I were a rich man' etc)
I did an exam and did it well (I hope), then I went to the city, bought various foods, went to friend's house and prepared and ate foods with friends, mucked around and chatted for a little bit, then I went home to wait for Japanese students, looked at my books and decided not to study, went for a run, went to the shops and got more V and redeye - I'm an addict I know. *sigh*
Um then dinner and stuff. Whee! Hunting Mastodon! *rawr*
Now I'm tired. Probably that really long sentence.
I got my last crush over one year ago - the one before that I can't even remember.
Fortunately my crushes don't fall lightly, but it will be okay, because I've allowed myself not to imagine too far :)
I don't know why thinking about that episode where I yelled out the car window this afternoon made me think of crushes... *hrm* - oh yes! James is working at Woolworths again! *laugh*
But that's just as an aside...
I need to write a letter now and do some drawing... *wumbles off*